14 April 2065
1645 hours
McQueen's prediction had finally come true - partially. Kylen had been
assigned to a basement office of the Pentagon. Actually she was in a
sub-basement, and the office was tiny. A cubicle with a lock. She was not,
however, reading through other people's mail.
Kylen had spent three days reviewing the Tellus and Vesta survivors'
debriefings. Being alone in an underground cubicle and reliving her past from
different points of view had been an exercise in self-control. The nightmares
had resurfaced with a vengeance. The military had rented out three motels in
Pentagon City to accommodate the influx of personnel. On the second night
someone had called the manager to check on her. Kylen had been crying out so
loudly in her sleep that she had awakened the neighbors. The manager had been
very kind and very understanding: It wasn't the first time he had seen this
happen in the last few months. He assured Kylen that it was a problem he
dealt with on a weekly basis-and at least Kylen hadn't been violent. He
offered her a selection of atmospheric tapes: birds singing, waterfalls,
rainstorms and the like. "A lot of people tell me that these sometimes help,"
he had said. Kylen had selected a tape of the ocean, and then she had taken a
shower.
Earlier this afternoon a messenger from Major Howard had given her a code
that granted her access to additional information. A menu had appeared on her
screen - the after-action reports and Intelligence debriefings from the
Fifty-eighth's capture and escape from Kazbek. Kylen had almost lost her
lunch.
The documents had loaded into her terminal slowly - one by one. As she began
to read, Kylen realized why there was a delay. Everything was censored to
some extent. Words, phrases, and the occasional paragraph were blanked out.
Someone, maybe even someone in the tiny room next to her own, was censoring
the Fifty-eighth's reports and debriefings as they came across the wire:
There was something that she wasn't supposed to see. At the end of all the
reports - even McQueen's and Hawkes', though they had never been captured - a
significant portion of the narrative was blanked out. The stories were all
told from different viewpoints, but there was a big blank in every story at
the same spot - the firefight with the AIs, with Nathan knocking Paul Wang to
the ground. And all of them picked up the narrative again at the same place -
Paul calling out to McQueen that an ISSAPC was landing.
Nathan's report was the last to come across her screen and Kylen was deeply
disappointed to see that while she could read his report, the transcript of
his debriefing was not available to her. She clicked the icon three times
only to receive a big ACCESS DENIED screen repeatedly.
Kylen noted that Nathan's report that it had been heavily censored even
before she downloaded it. It was less than half the size of everyone else's.
She read it a half-dozen times. She read it trying to fill in the blanks, and
she read it in order to hear Nathan's voice in his written words. Kylen's
subbasement room was a lonely place.
After clearing her terminal, Kylen locked away her notes. She was forbidden
to take anything into her office other than something to drink, which she had
to get from one of the guards. She was also forbidden to take anything out of
it. She passed through the scanner that ensured that she hadn't pocketed
anything, and then she signed out of the area, mouthing inane pleasantries to
the guard on duty and wondering just how much he could see on that scanner.
Kylen walked the two flights of stairs up to ground level, left the building,
and headed out to walk by the river. Water. Water always helped her to think.
She was having trouble thinking: Images tumbled over in her mind, and nothing
would come into focus. Maybe it was a mistake for her to take this job. She
knew that she had been helpful down at Quantico - helpful with the Chig
equipment, and maybe even helpful with the information she had been able to
give people about the AIs that had held the POWs captive. But she could sense
that the Marines had been hopeful that she would have more insight into the
Chigs than she did. But now she was beginning to really get into the meat of
what she had thought she had been hired to do - analyze information - and it
was all too real, too close to home. It was difficult - if not impossible -
for her to maintain any sort of critical distance.
Kylen felt as if she was continually being sucked into a vortex and couldn't
control the ride. There was no anchor here, no emotional rock she felt she
could hang on to. And at the same time she felt chained to the rocks like
Andromeda, sacrificed to a sea monster for someone else's sins. Only it was
her own sin of pride that had gotten her here.
"Oh, yes, I can do it," she
had told her father ... and Dale and Amy. "Oh, yes," she had reassured Nathan.
"Oh, yes," she had told McQueen, looking boldly into his eyes, ready to argue
her point. And now she was chained to these rocks, waiting for the monster of
her own pride and failure to rise up and devour her.
Keenly aware of just how alone that she felt, Kylen realized that always
before in her life she had had people around - backing her up. Her parents,
or her brothers, and her sisters had always been there is some fashion. She
had been going out to colonize space, but Nathan had been there with her
every step of the way. When she had been a prisoner, there had been other
people there to share the experience - people who would give her a hand when
she needed it, and to whom she would return the favor. And since her rescue,
she had been able to hide under McQueen's wings if she felt buffeted. He had
been a lodge pole - a totem. She had named him her North Star. She had even
given it to him. A star - something she could use to guide her life by. For
the first time in her life, Kylen had struck out totally on her own. No one
had been happy with her choice to work for the Marine Corps: Everyone had had
doubts, and no one had offered unconditional support. She had done this all
on her own. "Oh, yes," she had told everyone. "I can do this." Now it all
came down to what she had inside.
There was no Perseus coming. No one had Medusa's head to turn the monster to
stone. There were serpents all right, but they weren't coiling around
anybody's head, they were crawling under the door. She would fail. Fail
publicly - spectacularly. And everyone would know what a charlatan she was.
Those people who loved her would hold their arms open. They would forgive
her, comfort her, and never never say: "We were afraid this would happen."
They would never say it, but they would think it - and it was almost more
than Kylen could stand.
Now she had a choice to make: She could fail because she caved in or she
could fail because she really couldn't do the job, which was only a slightly
less bitter option. But if she dug in she might succeed. There was a chance.
She might be able to master her fears and nightmares.
The famous Washington cherry blossoms were past their peak. The delicate
white petals had fallen from the trees. They had been wind blown into small
piles - everywhere - under the scrubs and in the irregularities of the
sidewalk. Most had turned brown - returning to the Earth - but every so often
Kylen could catch a fragile feather of their scent. Could sense more than
smell the pale perfume. The afternoon sun was warm on her face, and it cast a
shadow out behind her. Kylen decided. I she might as well go for it.
She broke into a run.
Kylen had trained at Quantico to make the 3.5-mile run in the required time.
She hated it - every step of it. But it might help her focus.
1800 hours
After her run and a solitary dinner in one of the cafeterias, Kylen returned
to the subbasement ready (one more time) to look for the patterns - the
details.
She took the change out of her pockets and put it into her locker. She stood
for her retinal scan, the guard signed her in, and then he read the scanner
as she walked through.
"I always feel like I should blush when I walk through this thing," she said.
"You should," the guard joked back.
"Thanks a lot. That makes me feel a whole lot better."
"Nah, don't worry about it, Ma'am. After a day of doing this job it gets real
clinical - like bein' a doctor or a nurse or somethin'. The romance is gone."
"Nothing you haven't seen before, huh?" Kylen joked.
"I think I've seen it all, Ma'am. And it isn't all that much, to tell you the
truth."
"So underneath everything we're all pretty much the same?"
"More than you know." He smiled at her. A real person-to-person smile.
"More than you know," she repeated softly to herself. Kylen took a few steps
and then turned back to the Corporal. "Is it possible? ... Is it allowed? Can I
have some music in my office? It ...."
"... helps me concentrate." The guard said the last three words with her. Kylen
had to smile. Evidently it was a common request.
"See the guard at the end of your hallway, Ma'am. He'll give you a player if
they aren't all signed out - the rooms are soundproofed and he has quite a
few disks - mostly classical stuff. If you want something different, we have
to check it out first and you ...."
"Have to leave it here with you." Kylen finished the sentence for him.
"It's always a pleasure to work with quick learners, Ma'am."
"Thanks. But we shall see. We shall see. Later, Corporal."
"Later, Ma'am."
Kylen selected some Chopin, got two soft drinks, and went to work.
Four hours later Kylen turned her music back in to the guard at the end of
her hallway. She felt that she was only a little bit ahead of where she had
been earlier in the day - and she was exhausted. Kylen wondered how many
cubicles there were like hers in the Pentagon - over in Langley - at military
bases all over the world. It was another thought that didn't bear too much
contemplation.
The Corporal was still on duty when Kylen went to check out. He looked her
over with a practiced eye.
"Good. Go home and get some sleep," he said with a touch of genuine concern.
"You too," she answered.
"The Pentagon City shuttle will leave from the South Entrance in fifteen
minutes. Now you be on it. Remember, Ms. Celina, rats die after six hours in
the dark."
She had no idea if what he said was true, but at that moment it was one of
the most amusing things she had ever heard: A comment on life in the
subbasements of the Pentagon. The two of them shared a pretty good laugh.
15 April 2065
Subbasement A230f37
Quantico had been tough and the people there were often closed-mouth, but at
least there had been people. Kylen hadn't been in DC long enough to make any
sort of contacts - let alone friends.
Kylen had been afraid to fall asleep. There was no family, no late night
drinks in the kitchen with McQueen, no 3:00 AM phone calls, no Nathan.
She found herself missing the other survivors. She had only recently said
that she never wanted to see any of them ever again, but she would gladly sit
up all night talking with any one of them.
Now she was back at her little desk. There were some documents that she
wanted to go over again. Someone - or something - had led Nathan on a merry
chase around the planet in an attempt to gain information. Someone or
something that seemed to her to have great significance - but something that
she wasn't supposed to know about. Kylen had a meeting with Major Howard at
0800 and wanted to frame her comments with great care.
She closed her eyes and imagined Nathan and her Colonel McQueen on board a
ship shooting through the stars. "Emerson," she said softly. "This time, like
all times, can be a very good one, if we but know what to do with it."
Looking up at the calendar, Kylen was forced to chuckle. April 15, and she
didn't have to worry about filing her income tax. The hostages had received
tax amnesty from the IRS for the 2063 and 2064 tax years. It was one of the
few bright spots in the last four days, and Kylen had learned in the mines to
enjoy bright spots whenever they appeared.
(Five)
15 April 2065
2018 hours
Military terms are strange animals. Every so often a new term will appear if
it is really required. And if it is really required, generally two terms will
be found: one conjured up by the Techies and the Brass, and then a generally
more colorful and more accurate term that the Grunts come up with - the term
that usually sticks. But throughout the chain of command it is felt that if
old terminology fits the bill - why rock the boat? In truth, rarely is
military terminology retired. Tradition.
Most Earth Force ships had at least one 'gig,' a small, essentially unarmed,
craft used to move handfuls of personnel from one ship to another. Craft of
similar function and the same name had been used in the naval service for
centuries.
The Hue gig docked in the Saratoga's starboard hanger bay O-1, located at the
stern of the carrier, directly under the main engines. The O bays were used
to dock a variety of craft: The gig was the smallest. The docking was
unscheduled, but IFF had confirmed and the codes had been cleared. No one
notified Commodore Ross. It was no big deal: He had junior officers to handle
such things, and he had a big day planned for tomorrow. A Lieutenant J.G. -
with a sidearm - and three fully armed USMC security personnel met the
visitors, who were also under arms; McQueen, Chan, and a Staff Sergeant Marsh
to handle their communications. Captain Chan, who had a briefcase handcuffed
to his wrist, had rightfully pointed out to Colonel McQueen that the Colonel
should not make the trip unaccompanied.
The Lieutenant knew McQueen by sight, and his salute was extra smart.
McQueen spoke before the Lieutenant could offer any pleasantries. "Please
convey my compliments to Commodore Ross and ask if I might have a few minutes
of his time. We will be onboard for at least 48 hours, if you could see to
some quarters. By the way, Lieutenant, for the moment - I am not here. Is
this understood?"
"Aye, aye, Sir."
With that, McQueen led his small team to the elevators. One of the security
detail joined them in the lift.
"With respect, Colonel. Security codes have been changed." The Marine punched
in the code that would allow the lift to reach the command center. The
elevator climbed the eighteen levels to Deck 6. Chan noted that no one
doubted that the Commodore would see Colonel McQueen immediately.
The Marine security guard escorted the small detail to the hatch of Boss
Ross' office, knocked once, and then entered. He had obviously received
instructions through his headset. Commodore Ross was standing in front of his
desk. McQueen entered the room, stood the required distance from his friend
and senior officer, and, being under arms, snapped a textbook salute, which
the rear admiral (bottom half) returned with equal ceremony. There was a
stillness - an expectancy - in the room that Chan felt did not include him,
the staff sergeant, or the security guard. They were not needed - or wanted.
"I take it you have business with me, Colonel. Take off that sidearm and
let's get down to it."
A thought formed in his mind before McQueen could control it. More
ghosts. To bury the dangerous thought, McQueen spoke.
"Commodore Ross, may I present my adjutant, Captain Chan, and Staff Sergeant
Marsh, our communications NCO." McQueen introduced his charges, gracefully
implying that what he had to say was for Ross' ears only.
"Gentlemen," Ross acknowledged.
"Sir, if we may secure these documents?" McQueen asked. In short order Chan's
locked briefcase was stowed in the Commodore's safe, and Colonel McQueen's
staff had been dismissed.
When the hatch closed, the two friends took a moment to size each other up.
Neither one knew just how much could be safely said to each other. Security
had been extraordinarily tight: Even McQueen, who had been at Wierek's side
for most of two months, didn't know all there was to know.
"Fairport Harbor," said McQueen. It was the password for the conference
scheduled for the next day. He honestly did not know if Ross was going to
actually sit in on the meetings.
"Blakeslee," Ross replied. It was the correct response. The men had received
the password and response only an hour earlier. They both visibly relaxed.
"Do you really have business with me tonight, or did you just come across a
day early to shoot the breeze?" Ross asked, half joking, but hoping for the
latter.
"There's an hour or so worth of real business I was hoping we could cover
before tomorrow afternoon, Commodore."
"A hour you say? Or so? We could have covered that in the morning." The
Commodore decided that he didn't want to play the war-secrets game any longer
than he had to. He had missed Ty, and was grateful for the chance to spend
some relaxed time with the man. McQueen had obviously come across from his
ship shortly after receiving the passwords. There must have been a reason.
Ross figured it out and smiled. McQueen didn't come for business - he just
wanted to visit. And for once, we have a few hours time. Ty had made an
open gesture of friendship. Ross was touched and modified his tone. "So, in
fact, you did come over to drink my liquor and tell me lies."
"With respect, Sir, I came over to drink your liquor and listen to you tell
me lies."
Bingo, thought Ross, who laughed softly, with genuine appreciation of
McQueen's irony.
They dropped all pretenses and shook hands. Ross pulled McQueen into an
awkward embrace - one hand slapping each other on the back and the other hand
clasped and held firmly between the bodies - the standard men's greeting used
to convey and hide emotions simultaneously.
McQueen took a step back. Ross spoke. "Ohhh wee, and he shows up with his own
staff yet. Local boy makes good. I send you off of my ship looking like hell
- like death warmed over. I hear from you twice in the last six months -
nothing since January - and then you show up with birds on your shoulders.
You walk into my house wearing a weapon and with papers that I have to lock
in my safe. And, to top it off, no rum for your old pal that I can see ...
Congratulations, Ty ... Sit. Let me pour you a drink."
McQueen shook his head and smiled openly. He felt comfortable.
Glen Ross handed his friend the drink. Ty smiling in such a fashion was a
very rare thing. Ross could count the occasions on one hand. He considered it
a compliment.
"I wasn't sure that I would be here, Sir." McQueen gave Ross a meaningful
look as he took his drink. "I doubt that I know much more than you. This
operation is so compartmentalized, I had no idea to which carrier group I
would be attached until yesterday."
"Do you know why they would call us off of the blockade, if not to send us to
Earth or Groombridge for a refit? What do they need us for? Where are the new
carriers?"
McQueen knew, of course, that the Chig home solar system was under blockade.
He had been there to see Ixion fall and a major Chig shipyard taken. He had
seen the victory on Demios. But he had been out of the chain of command for
almost three months, and then had been sequestered at Twentynine Palms and on
the Hue. New carriers? he thought. There were obviously a number of
things that Ross knew that he did not. But it was also clear to McQueen that,
at least for tonight, he knew more about 'Brass Ring' than Ross did.
McQueen did not answer Ross' question, but rather asked one of his own. "Who
is the CO of the Fifty-eighth? I'm - we - are going to need them. They are
going to be given Temporary Duty Assignments. I'll need to speak to their CO
soon."
Ross let the fact that McQueen had not answered the question roll right over
him. For the next few days a lot of questions would go unanswered. It was
nothing personal. There was no point in dwelling on it. But he could give his
friend a subtle jibe. "So do you know who is getting the Wildcards?"
McQueen just smiled. He knew. "Rank hath its privileges," he said softly.
Ross laughed. It was good to have Ty back - even for a short time. "Well, I
hope 'someone' is going to put them to use. A month ago I got orders to hold
them in reserve. They are going nuts. I can tell you that much."
"Their CO?" Ty repeated.
"Had a new one for about a month... she got shipped out on the Nightingale.
Vansen is still acting CO. You know, Ty, they're going to go wild when they
find out you're here."
"Let's see if we can avoid that," he muttered as he fingered one if the
photographs on Ross' desk.
"They are at the very least going to want to wet down your promotion,
Colonel. I know how you hate a fuss, but don't deny them that." Ross turned
to his desktop and punched in a few commands. Vansen, West, Hawkes, and
Damphousse were flying perimeter around the carrier group - filling holes in
the Thirty-fifth Squadron.
"We'll take care of that as soon as they get off duty, and we can quarter
your Captain Chan with them. He can help keep the lid on. We've got two
hours. Time to get you settled, grab a sauna, get in some conversation and
maybe a catnap. Finish that drink, Colonel."
(Six)
15 April 2065
It had been four hours of absolute quiet. After three hours it had been
difficult to stay focused - to keep one's mind on the job. It took training,
discipline, and a sense of purpose to stay sharp. The lack of maneuvering
made a pilot feel like lead from the waist down, and the sameness of the
views - the lack of change - made a pilot feel like oatmeal from the neck up.
After four hours and ten minutes the remnants of the Fifty-eighth peeled off
from the other patrol squadrons and headed for their own homebase - the
'Sara's' hanger bays H1 and H2.
The Wildcards clambered out of their cockpits. Whenever they returned, one or
two of them would, by force of habit, look for those who were missing. Not
every person, every time, but each time they returned from a mission someone
always would look toward Wang's place, and someone would scan the bay or the
'O' room for McQueen. It was the only time that they still looked for the
two. They were no longer worried or surprised that their friend and their CO
weren't there. They no longer expected to see them. But one of them always
checked. They unconsciously watched each other just to make sure that someone
had looked. And they all knew that someday they would stop checking the empty
spaces - that someday it wouldn't matter in the same way. The Wildcards could
and would give up a lot, but not this - not quite yet.
A messenger handed Captain Vansen a note. From her reaction, the rest of her
team knew the news was not good.
"What?" Hawkes demanded.
"Oh, man," she muttered.
"Shane?" Phousse asked.
"Orders ... From the Commodore. We are to be in our quarters and hold ourselves
ready ... All of us... Ten mikes."
"Ten mikes?" Nathan asked.
"Now what?" Phousse asked no one in particular.
"Jeez, Don't even leave us enough time to take a whiz," Hawkes groused as he
made for the nearest head double-time.
Saratoga - Deck 14
2230 hours
Shane, Nathan, and Vanessa were seated at the table, and Hawkes was asleep on
his rack. The rest of the team had long since ceased to be amazed at where -
and just how rapidly - he could fall asleep. They were silent now not out of
respect for Hawkes' dreams, but alone in their thoughts. What now?
There was a sharp cursory knock on the hatch, and Boss Ross strode into the
room. The Marines, even Cooper, snapped to without having to hear a command
to attention. Three seconds later Colonel T.C. McQueen stepped through the
hatch.
Vanessa saw no colored lights, but she could hear her own heartbeat ringing
in her ears. Almost incongruously she wondered: Can they hear it too? Do
they hear their own? She could hear Cooper's breathing behind her. It was
rapid and shallow. She could feel his breath on the back of her neck.
Hawkes was absolutely riveted to the spot. I don't think I can move. I
don't think I can catch my breath, he thought.
Ross spoke: "What I am about to say is 'Classified.' Now, I know that you
are able to add two and two, and that you have been expecting something like
this. In the next forty-eight hours we will all be receiving new orders. Now,
Colonel McQueen is TDA to the Saratoga for an unknown period of time
beginning tomorrow at 1200 hours. I see that you have twelve hours of
downtime beginning at 2400. I will see you all in the Tun Tavern at 2330 ...
when the Colonel will stand us all a round to wet down his promotion."
Ross had intentionally stage-managed the moment. The reunion of the 5-8 and
McQueen would be heavy with emotion. He wasn't sure that in an informal
setting, the 5-8 would not give in to unbridled joy. Ty would find it
embarrassing and would be uncomfortable. And when Ty became uncomfortable, he
withdrew even farther into himself, becoming even more distant - often cold.
This reaction would not be what the 5-8 was looking for, and even though they
knew the man well, it could leave them demoralized and dissatisfied. Ross had
decided that it was best to control this first meeting. Let them work out
the details later between themselves.
West had an uncanny déja vu. There was Commodore Ross pacing back and forth
in front of the Fifty-eighth. He was giving his outline and issuing his
orders, and Lt. Colonel McQueen was standing behind him - At Ease - taking in
all the information while simultaneously watching the squadron to make sure
that they got it all. It was more than a bit disorienting, but then Nathan
was able to focus on the little metallic birds - the emblem of a full colonel
- that were pinned to McQueen's shoulders. The feeling that West had of
being displaced in time and space quickly morphed into a feeling of
'this-is-the-way-things-should-be.' He suddenly felt calm and ready.
McQueen stepped forward as if on cue. "It is good to see you all," he said
simply. "As you were."
The Wildcards did not return to their seats, but without a command and as a
single unit they assumed 'At Ease.' McQueen recognized the posture and the
moment for what it was - a silent gesture of respect. Everyone in the room
took a second to live in that moment - to freeze it in time. McQueen had
given them a gift: He had offered them the opportunity to relax and display
some of their emotions. They knew that he had made this gesture even though
it might make him feel uncomfortable. They had just been told that they would
be able to laugh and carry on together as a group within the hour at the Tun
Tavern. So they gave him something in return - they maintained their military
bearing not only out of respect but also as a gift. Ross' years of experience
had paid off. He had set up the scene perfectly, and the men and women under
his command had performed to perfection.
The Cards felt a shot of pride run through the room. They were proud of
themselves, and their superior officers felt that they had every right to be.
McQueen gracefully ended the tableau by stepping toward Captain Vansen with
his arm outstretched. They shook hands.
"Captain Vansen, Shane ... I'm glad you made it back. I've only heard good
things about you and what you have been doing." He then placed his left hand
on her upper arm, adding strength and intimacy to his remark. Shane felt
something snap inside her. She was no longer afraid. She realized that for
months she had been afraid of what he might think of the job she had been
doing in his absence. A part of Shane's brain was finally able to relax. The
Colonel had never doubted her, and would always give her his trust. Even if
in the future, as in the past, she might not perform one hundred percent to
his standards - it didn't matter as long as she did her best. That was
business. But personally - personally he trusted her.
McQueen noted that tears were beginning to form in Vansen's eyes. That's
all right, he thought. I've seen her get teary before, and it has never
affected her ability to perform. Sometimes Vansen just tears up.
He spoke for her ears only: "Thank you, Shane. It's all right."
"Yes, Sir. Yes, it is," she replied and smiled.
He then moved to shake West's hand. West, his best pilot and a man who, after
he had stopped running after rumors of Kylen, had turned into a really fine
Marine. West has always needed me the least. I'm beginning to understand
why. I've had a glimpse inside of his life. And there had been one time -
when the Docs wanted to take away his memories - that I needed him more than
he ever needed me. I'm beginning to understand that too, McQueen thought.
Nathan was giving him a smile that he had never shared before. Nathan was
genuinely happy to see him. The grip was firm and strong, and the Lieutenant
spoke first.
"This is a real pleasure, Colonel. It's good to have you back ... even for a
while."
"Thank you, Nathan. The pleasure is mine."
"Lieutenant Damphousse, how are you doing?" McQueen asked as he took her
hand. Phousse's will began to crack, and she broke the military bearing by
taking his hand in both of hers. He put a hand on her shoulder.
"I'm fine - good to go," she said. Then in a whisper she added: "It's
wonderful to see you, Sir."
McQueen saw a small tear slide down her cheek. What is going on here? he
wondered. Damphousse is not given to tearing up - not with me. I've never
seen her get weepy. Not once. What hasn't Ross told me? Does he even know
that Damphousse isn't 'fine'?
"We'll have a chance to speak tomorrow, Vanessa," he said, coming to the
decision at that moment.
"I look forward to it, Sir," she whispered.
Lastly there was Cooper Hawkes, who stepped out from behind Damphousse. He
looked a bit nervous at first - until he made eye contact. McQueen was not
unaware of how influential he had been in the younger InVitro's life, but at
that moment he began to realize that Cooper's attachments might be even
deeper that he had surmised. McQueen had seen the Celina boys look at their
father, Frank, in the same way - looking for his approval. An InVitro wearing
such an open expression of need and affection was a very rare thing. McQueen
was moved, not only for himself, but also for and by the rest of the
Wildcards. They had obviously taken it upon themselves to provide an
atmosphere that allowed Cooper to flourish in such a manner. Cooper exhibited
not only need, but also trust and hope in his gaze.
"Lookin' pretty geequed there, Hawkes." McQueen was uncomfortably aware that
his voice had become husky with emotion. He was saved by the fact that his
comment had struck the right chord. The Cards all laughed, relieved to be
given the outlet.
"Colonel." It was all Cooper could manage by way of response. Vanessa noted
that it was Cooper's special way of saying the word. There was, down deep,
really only one Colonel in Cooper's mind.
"The Colonel and I will leave you to it," Ross said. "See you in the Tun at
2330." Ross gestured for McQueen to lead the way out into the passageway,
followed him and then closed the hatch, leaving the stunned Fifty-eighth
behind. The deed had been done. Emotions had been expressed but controlled.
They could all party in a few minutes without having to make first greetings,
with all the overwhelming potential for emotional outbursts. And it was all
done in five minutes. Ross was good.
"All right," Nathan said, suddenly energized. He gave Shane a high five, and
began ripping off his flightsuit, getting ready to hit the showers. "Last one
to the Tun has to buy the first round."
Shane sat down in a chair to catch her breath and get her bearings. Vanessa
reached behind herself, feeling for a bunk. When she found it, she slowly lay
down, feeling a bit dizzy.
Hawkes didn't head for the showers. He didn't grope for a bunk or grab a
chair. He just plopped down where he had been standing - right there on the
deck - cross-legged.
"Now wasn't that just the damnedest thing?" he said almost to himself. He
looked up at Shane and grinned from ear to ear. She good-naturedly tried to
shove him off balance, and smiled at him indulgently.
"Enjoy it, guys. I have a feeling we are going to get real busy around here -
real soon." With that, she got to her feet and left the room, entering the
passageway at a jog.
When she caught up with the senior officers, she spoke. "Excuse me, Sirs.
With respect - the flight crew. It's our crew, Sir ... our old crew. They ask
about you regularly, Colonel. It wouldn't be right for them to hear about
this from someone else. With your permission, I'd like to be able to inform
them that you are here ... or will be here tomorrow."
McQueen looked to Ross for permission.
"Capital idea, Captain. I think we'll take care of that ourselves. We'll do
it right now," Ross said. He had been very pleased that the reunion had gone
to his satisfaction, and instantly decided to take the stage-managing one
step further.
"Commodore, Colonel, it's Hawkes' turn to stand them a round," Shane
explained.
"Well, we must do all that we can to keep Hawkes honest," McQueen noted with
some humor, recalling his efforts to instruct the younger InVitro in the
finer points of dealing with Natural-borns.
"Tell Hawkes to haul ass," Ross ordered. "We expect him to be in the Enlisted
Club in fifteen mikes. We will see the rest of you at ... make that 2350 ... at
the Tun."
"Aye, aye, Sir," Vansen said with a smile. She turned and gave a decent
example of hauling ass herself, running back to the quarters to give Hawkes
the news that his wallet would shortly be considerably lighter.
Ross and McQueen continued their conversation as they walked through the
passageways and took the ladders to the flightdeck.
"She is learning," McQueen said with a fair amount of pride. Shane had
remembered to include the flight crew as part of the 5-8 reunion. And she had
remembered it instantly. She knew all of the Marines in her command and what
they thought and felt. She apparently made sure that her flight crews were
reminded on a regular basis that the pilots knew that their success and their
very lives depended on the people who kept the Hammers in the air. Yes, he
was very pleased with her.
"Not to worry, Ty. She has learned. She sounds more like you every day."
"I notice, Sir, that you are pretty free with other people's money this
evening," Ty bantered with his friend.
"Social graces, Colonel McQueen, social graces. Someone still has to be
responsible to help you polish your social skills. I'm still working on it.
I begin to despair."
"You and General Green," Ty mumbled.
Ross stopped in his tracks. " Green? THE Becca Green? Becca Boyington?"
McQueen stopped and turned back toward Ross, waiting for it. It didn't take
long at all.
"Pretty rarefied circle you've been moving in, my friend. So tell me, how is
the air up there? The Saratoga's own T.C. McQueen, sitting tight on General
Wierek's staff, and now Becca Green is interested in you as well. Well, I
suppose it was only a matter of time. I'm only sorry it seemed to take so
long."
McQueen looked at the deck. Glen was making him feel uncomfortable.
"This is a good day, McQueen. A very good day," Ross said, and the two moved
out again. "You know, Ty, I haven't had this much fun in a while. The
Wildcards," he chuckled. "They looked like they were seeing a ghost. Come on,
let's get down to the flightdeck and scare the snot out of the crew."
"Commodore ... Glen... You don't have enough to do." McQueen spoke with easy,
light sarcasm.
"It shows, does it?" Glen asked, smiling. "Well, I'm sure with you on my ship
that will change soon enough."
McQueen nodded a silent response, and Ross knew that some rough seas would
lie ahead.
"Well, let's enjoy it while we can," Ross said, refusing to allow his good
mood to be brought down by unknown future events. It was an aspect of his
personality that Ty had always liked. Seize the day.
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