Disclaimer: The characters and situations of 'SPACE:
Above And Beyond' featured in this story are legal property of Glen Morgan
and James Wong, Hard Eight Production and 20th Century Fox Broadcasting. No
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Author's Notes: This story is only a conversation between Shane Vansen
and Cooper Hawkes directly after the ill-fated 'Mutiny' on the MacArthur.
It's just a thought about what it means to have a family or the loss of
it.
In memory of my step-brother Andreas who thought that having a family of
his own was worth dying for.
PG-rated
Mutiny - AfterglowbyUna
A hand touched his shoulder, gently squeezing it and when he finally
turned his head, he saw Shane Vansen slipping down onto the floor beside
him. For long moments, the woman did not say a word, just looking at the
unborn In-Vitro.
"She's beautiful ..." Shane whispered, slowly turning her head to watch
Cooper's face. Cooper nodded and squeezed his eyes shut for a moment.
The pain he felt was almost gagging him and he swallowed hard.
"Yeah," Cooper replied and looked up at the tank again. "Though she kinda
looks like me, ain't she?" Shane nodded and took his hand.
"Yes," she replied. "You can see that she is your sister ... The family
resemblance is there ..."
Hawkes gave her a half-smile and tears were running down his cheeks.
Shane could feel his pain and she was overwhelmed by the strong feeling
of protection for this young tank.
"You did the right thing, Coop ... " she whispered, trying to reassure
herself if this, really, was true.
Cooper had to make a decision of life and death, either his sister had
lived for a short moment longer before the Chigs had destroyed the MacArthur
or by switching off the energy giving the Wild Cards the chance to fight
and destroy the attackers.
"Did I?" Cooper asked. "I ... uh, I keep thinking if she would have
liked me and if I liked her. That we would really feel like brother and
sister ... that we would be a family ..." Shane closed her eyes and caressed
his hands slowly.
"You know Shane, I really envy you and the others. You have a family,
brothers and sisters. You once told me that you and your sisters are not
very close, but you HAVE them. With Kathy it could have been the
same, we are from the same hatch ... I destroyed my family ..."
"I don't know, Coop. Being a family doesn't mean that you share the same
genetic code ... it's more than that. Far more than that!" she searched
his eyes for any signs if she was confusing him even more but all she
could see was that he was listening to her words intently.
"Being a family means that one cares about another. That, no matter what,
you can lean down on another's shoulder. You are right, Coop, we all have
family. But you, too. We, the Wild Cards, are your family now, never ever
forget this. What we've been through, has forged a deep bond between us
all. It doesn't matter if we have family of our own. Right here, during
this war, we ARE a family."
Shane could see the young IV's tears and she gently nudged his head down
onto her shoulder. She rocked the big Marine to and fro in her arms, caressing
his back with a universal gesture and held him while he wept.
"I don't know what it means to loose a sister, but I know how it feels
to loose family. You can't change your decision but you can remember her
so that she will live on in your memory. And Kathy will live on in my
memory as well ... You had to make a decision, Coop. I know it's hard
but you saved YOUR family by giving us the chance to fight. You have brothers
and sisters, Nathan and Paul are your brothers and Phousse and I are your
sisters. Never forget this ..."
Hawkes shuddered and clung on to Shane for dear life. He knew she was
right. He had made the right decision. The Wild Cards were his brothers
and sisters and MacQueen was his, no all their father.
THE END
© Una
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